Yes, I Have Issues

I have to get something off my chest.

For the past few days, I have been feeling a certain sense of dread. This has gotten to the point that I cried in my room today over my fears and doubts of my imminent departure for college. I think the reality of it all has finally started to hit home. The reality of leaving all of your old friends and family behind and being dumped into the middle of nowhere (Virginia Tech, for those unfamiliar with it, is in southwest Virginia) with a high population (~25000 students) and professors who would make Professor Snape look like a Girl Scout....I feel like a condemned man on his way to the gallows. So I'm a little upset. And worried. And scared. And nervous. And depressed.

I know this all sounds crazy. In fact, I'm half-tempted to delete this entry. But I'll leave it, if only to document what I was feeling. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow.